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I’m an Explorer.. (repost)

I’ve always loved to find things from within.
Treasures tucked away from wandering eyes.
They’re not  just available to a passerby.
These items must be sought.
I am an explorer, who explores caves.

Deep.
Small.
Tight.
Dark.
Hidden.

I’m an explorer, who explores caves.
I don’t need supplies.
I rarely need to prepare.
I make my way in.and find my way deep inside.
I’m an explorer, who explores caves.

She lets me in and I open her up.
I use my fingers to find my way through.
I’ve fallen asleep inside.
The walls have caved in on me.
I’m explorer, who explores caves.

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When getting it in..

What happens when getting it in goes out? I mean, what happens when sex with your partner goes from a few times a day to a few times a month? People like to say sex isn’t important, but is that because it is what people expect to hear? If you ask me, sex is incredibly important in a relationship… yeah, yeah, yeah.. So are a mental and spiritual connection, but I mean.. SEX is right up there in priorities.

I think it’s a time where you can let your hair loose, get creative and unload all of your thoughts & emotions onto your partner. You can be soft and sensual or passionate and aggressive. You can make love and fall fast asleep or fuck yourselves into a coma… Hell, why not a little of both? mm, how about drowsy sex that sneaks up on you in the middle of the night? Talk about sweet dreams. ;)

Call me greedy, but I want it all! #judgeme I want sex frequently and passionately. I want my toes to curl, my back to arch and my orgasms to bring tears to my eyes. I want to pull hair, moan at the top of my lungs and have my inner walls broken down. I want to use blindfolds, ice, whips and handcuffs.. I want to make love and screw myself into oblivion… ON A DAILY! Anyone who says sex is not important or a priority is either a liar or getting lackluster sex. I like adventure, mystery and passion! I want to dry new things, have new things done and trip over surprises along the way. Take chances and get messy!

But how much sex is too much sex? What’s not enough sex? My preference is sex daily, if not every other day. But some people don’t agree. Some people have hectic days, stressful nights, children & other responsibilities and sex takes the back burner. Other people always keep sex as a priority and utilize it as the ultimate release after all of those things.. A type of therapy.

What’s your sexual frequency? Does it vary from partner to partner? When you’re not getting enough or your partner has a slower drive than you, how do you go about getting your sexual gratification?

I am a firm believer that if people had great, meaningful and powerful sex daily or every other day, there would be an incredible change in mood and atmosphere. Take that grumpy ass attitude filled snooty coworker of yours.. I bet money on it that if someone blew her back out on a regular, she would skip her ass into work instead of dragging in the bubonic plague. #imjustsaying

VIVA LA ORGASM! yum

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Share your thoughts..

CBS/AP) SEBASTIAN, Fla. – Kaitlyn Hunt, an 18-year-old Florida high school student who was arrested and charged over a same-sex relationship with an underage classmate, broke her silence in a news conference Wednesday night and expressed how the charges have affected her.
“I’m scared of losing the rest of my life, not being able to go to college, and be around kids, and my sisters, and my family,” Hunt told a group of reporters outside Sebastian River High School in Sebastian, Fla., where authorities say the relationship started.

At one point, when asked about the ordeal she is going through, Hunt broke down and clung to her parents.

“I’m just scared and hoping for the best…,” she said.

Hunt has been expelled from her high school and was charged in February with two counts of lewd and lascivious battery of a child 12 to 16 years of age as a result of her relationship with a 14-year-old girl.

Since her arrest, the case has garnered national attention for what some say is a gay rights issue.

“This is a life sentence for behavior by teenagers that is all too common–whether they are male or female, gay or straight – high school relationships may be fleeting, but felony convictions are forever,” Hunt’s attorney, Julia Graves, said in the news conference.

Hunt played on the basketball team with her younger girlfriend and shared the same circle of friends, Hunt’s mother, Kelley Hunt Smith, has said. The two had a consenting relationship that began soon after Kaitlyn Hunt turned 18, and Hunt Smith said she assumed the younger girl’s parents knew that.

Kaitlyn’s father has also publicly claimed that the girlfriend’s parents went to police because they blamed Kaitlyn for their child’s homosexuality.

“For someone who is an honor student, a cheerleader, played varsity basketball, [and has] never been in trouble – it just seems extremely inappropriate to push the felony charges,” Graves said in the news conference.

Hunt has until Friday to accept a plea deal offered by prosecutors that would allow her to avoid registering as a sex offender if she pleads guilty to lesser charges of child abuse. State Attorney Bruce Colton said he would recommend two years of house arrest followed by one year probation if she takes the deal.

If she is found guilty, it’s also possible that Hunt could apply to not have to register as a sex offender under a “Romeo and Juliet” law because the girls were no more than four years apart in age, Colton said.

While Colton said the victim’s family is not pushing for prison, he said they do want Kaitlyn Hunt to be held responsible in some way. The Hunt family said they would accept a plea deal only if the charges are dropped to a misdemeanor.

According to CBS affiliate WPEC, the mother of the alleged victim says she is just a mom protecting her daughter and that it is not a gay rights issue.

While some argue that Hunt is being persecuted because she is gay, Colton insists the case would not be treated any differently if the underage relationship had been between an older boy and a younger girl or an older girl and a younger boy.

“The law doesn’t make any differentiation. It doesn’t matter if it’s two girls or two boys, or an older boy and a younger girl or an older girl and a younger boy. Whatever the combination, it doesn’t matter,” Colton said. He said the law is designed to protect younger children from older children who might be more aggressive in starting a relationship.

Kaitlyn’s parents say they wish it didn’t have to come to this. They wish it could have been settled privately, between their family and the family of Kaitlyn’s alleged victim. They never wanted this to turn into a criminal issue.

“It’s nothing I would ever hope for anybody else and I just thank you from a mother’s heart. Thank you for standing up for Kaitlyn,” Kelly Hunt Smith, Kaitlyn’s mother, said in the news conference.

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5.6.13

5.6.13

Where do I begin? I’m not even sure. I think I’ve forgotten how to write. It’s been awhile since I just spent time with my fingers stroking the keys while my mind emptied itself of all present worries and cares. It’s been so long since I unloaded. Why? Why don’t I unload anymore? What’s changed in me so much that the one outlet I learned to channel my energy through is being neglected? What does that say about me? Am I neglecting myself? Am I neglecting what I really need? What about my mental and emotional health? If I’m not writing anymore, where is the hurt and confusion escaping to? Where is my passion and excitement being released? Is there an escape present? If I’m not talking to my readers, who am I talking to?

So many things have changed lately and I haven’t taken the time to reflect on them. What does that mean? Am I not living in the moment? Am I not appreciating the things happening around me? I’ve come so far in some areas, but can’t help but to feel as if I am failing in others.

This post marks many different benchmarks.. It’s been a little over a year since the incredible move to the DMV area. It marks just under two years since Desire and I made our relationship official. I’ve started a new job, in a new city, in precisely the field I have been aiming for. I’ve lost a few friends recently. My mother is in an amazing place when it comes to my sexuality. Why am I not writing about these things?? I swear, I have so much to say. Who’s really listening anyway?